会有那么一天

I don't know how much longer that I have to put up with you

I've been hiding everythings in my heart

Everytime we meet each other, Everytime we face each other

Though I am indifferent

Do you know how much have I have to force myself?

Can't you hear my heart calling for you, loving you

But I can't release my heart out for anyone to know

Can't you hear my heart's waiting there for you

Waiting for you to feel it

I was hoping that you will realize someday

Though I love you, though I feel (your love)

But deep down inside, I can't dare to tell you

I was hoping that you will realize someday

Can't you hear my heart waiting there for you, waiting for you to feel it

And I was hoping that you will realize that this guy here still love you

Any way, some day, you will know......

51396

51396，可是我却还不想睡~~
对着笔记本发呆，一直持续着。。。
想想明天要做的，却什么也想不到。。。
很想明天不要到来，因为我不知道我该做什么！
有点受挫，一直得不到我想要的结果。。。
没办法，只能从头再来，希望能够成功！
我想我不是那么容易接受失败的人，再怎样的挑战我也接受！
我不想就这样放弃！虽然我很彷徨，什么也不懂。。。
我会坚持下去，虽然我怕麻烦到别人，因为我一直都是这样。。。
不希望再不懂装懂，因为我发现这样使不得~
即时再怎样不好意思，我也得硬着头皮打破砂锅问到底！！
希望再希望我可以改变以往的自己。。。
虽然懒惰，但是每天还是逼自己起身到lab去~
虽然有时到了那儿，不知道该干什么，
虽然有时到了那儿，会不自然开始发呆，
虽然有时到了那儿，走来走去，八一八卦别人做什么，让人觉得很好笑！
但是至少我还是肯到lab去想想自己该做什么，去问问自己应该怎样做，去看看别人都在做什么，怎样做。。。
哈~~其实我真的什么也不懂呀~~感觉都是在跟人的节奏行驶~~
没关系，至少我可以学到东西，怎样也可以学到东西~
51396，却是睡不着，却是对着笔记本想着这些。。。